"If you are going through hell, keep going." -- Winston Churchill

This is at the heart of my last few weeks. Thank you Mr. Churchill, I needed that.

I am not a very optimistic person. I tend to be very cynical and pessimistic. Although my dream would be to turn into the bubbly optimist that sees the good in everything. I find that every time I try, I get dragged down to the bad. I see the glass as half empty. There are no silver linings. People can be downright mean and nasty most of the time. We are selfish beings. I try, really I do, but I'm just not bubbly and perky. Sure I can be funny and happy, but looking at situations, I see what could go wrong.

But today, I will try to look on the bright side. I will try to ignore all the "crap" from the last few weeks. I will focus on being positive and happy. I will try to embrace and appreciate the good, the beautiful, the wonder. I will try to encourage and praise others. I will view all as potential friends. I promise, I will try.

But if I can't, I'll just remember Mr. Churchill's words. At some point, I must come out the other side. Maybe that's what I'll focus on... the other side. I can almost see it....